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Laziness..

5:34 PM

15/11

hehe..back after abt 10 days..too lazy to blog these past 1 week or so..muahaha..

hmm..i was using crusade material abt seeking God's will after graduation..a 21 days devotion..i was using that ytd nite..and the memory verse was Psalms 139:23-24..i prayed..and was answering the quests in the booklet..after writing finish..i read the book "Stomping out of darkness"..and God did really search my heart..abt resolving my emotions..it is not what Jesus want when there is unresolved emotions or so call "hidden" emotions in our heart..cos "For once you were darkness, but now you are light in the Lord; walk as children of Light" - Ephesians 5:8.. i chose to escape the sad feelings or unresolved issues by burying them under the carpet..i dun hate the ppl involved..just that i dun like ppl to bring the subject up cos i will get reminded of the incidents..but then..if i really resolve the matters in my heart, wld i be unwilling to bring them up just to escape the pain?i dun think so..i think i will be more than willing to share..cos it will be a testimony of how God brought me out of pain by His grace, mercy and acceptance..yup..so conclusion..there are still unresolved matters and emotions in my heart..guess i shld seek accountability now le..cannot drag liao.."Confess to one another therefore your faults (your slips, your false steps, your offenses, your sins) and pray also for one another, that you may be healed and restored [to a spiritual tone of mind and heart]." - James 5:16

hehe..even though during hard times i may be discouraged ,etc..but it is the joy of the Lord that keeps me going..Joy is diff from happiness..Joy is not dependent on circumstances..whereas happiness is dependent on circumstances..a person who smiles the whole day may not neccessary be joyful..joy flows out from the heart..when somebody is joyful, the ppl aound him/her just know it..The joy of the Lord is my strength!! =)

"Search me [thoroughly], O God, and know my heart! Try me and know my thoughts! And see if there is any wicked or hurtful way in me, and lead me in the way everlasting."

Psalms 139:23-24

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