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"Tao Huay Zui"..

8:23 PM

28/10

hehe..well..abt 4 days din blog le..haha..cos a bit lazy lah..

well..too lazy to type out what i had been doing and thinking these 4 days..so just a brief summary of it ba..

haha..i got a weird dream a few days ago.. or shld i say..last week..i dreamt that i was giving birth!! -_-""""""""""" dotz......... and oh!haha..i can feel the labour pain..but it is not as painful as i tot it wld be..so it was quite ok..haha..and i gave birth to a boy!!oh my gosh!so cute!!(duh..he got my genes..muahaha.. =P) my whole family including my grandma visited me in the hosp.. my grandma cried cos she said she finally has a great grandchild..im like......................nothing to say..muahaha..oh ya!then my crusaders come and visit me..got 1 of the crusaders (cant really rem who he/she is) said that my baby looks exactly like me!!(duh..he is my child..muahaha..) and then my child super smart man..new born dun look like new born..look like 2 or 3 mths old..LOL..and can open up his eyes and smile!!oh my gosh!!so cute!! haha..im the youngest in the ward..all the mothers were like 30 yr old..then im like 18......oh my gosh..cant imagine if i were to have a baby now.. =S haha..weird..but the dream is so fun!!LOL..

oh ya..went to bethany on thurs..with jin cheng, huiling, jia wei(huiling's fren) and eugene..hehe..every time i go to bethany.l.there are new things for me to learn..really..haha.. this time round..i learn how to enjoy the simplicity of life..simple yet happy..really.. by talking to the old folks and getting to know them better makes me understand that life is short..but we can live this life meaningfully..really..i really thank God that by knowing Him, i find meaning to life..a purpose..that we are not here by chance..God wun create anything without a reason..it does not make any sense if He does..

hehe..i think jin cheng, huiling, eugene and jia wei learnt alot as well..although they cant really communicate with most of the old folks cos of the language barrier, im sure there will always be something for them to take home each time they visit the residents.. =)

i was refreshed by God thru the Holy Ghost Mtg today..it is a special service that we have only a few times annually..a special service of extended praise and worship time, prayer, etc.. Pastor Chris talked abt casting all our cares and burdens at the foot of the Cross.. cast all your cares on Him for He cares for you.. 1 Peter 5:7..the amplified version puts it so clearly and vividly..

these few days, i think God is telling me to surrender again.. i really have prob with the area of surrendering.. i think it is becos i like to control what i want, think and do.. and also i dun have enuff faith to trust Him.. of cos i know God is sovereign..His plan and timing is always perfect..and His plan gives me hope and future..not to harm me..but the idea of i am not certain of what my future is going to be like is quite scary..and i know i have to surrender my decisions, my will, my desires, my life, my heart's cries to Him..it is hard..im still in the process of learning.. i fell, but i learnt.. i fall again.. i learnt something new once more.. oh God..teach me how to surrender..and give me the strength to surrender as well..

oh ya!before the Holy Ghost meeting..cerelia came to my hse.. and i showed her my dress..haha.. so that she know what kind of shawl to buy when in thailand.. haha..and she is very funny..she "ta bao" soya bean drink for me..a.k.a "Tao Huay Zui"..so cute rite??LOL.. i was quite amused..but quite sweet rite??haha..she still can tell me the reasons.. it can lower your cholestrol, increase your calcium level, etc..LOL..very funny sia..then i very bad at pouring out the soya drink..70 cent worth of soya drink, in the end, become 50 cent..cos i spilled alot when pouring.. =P haha..thanks girl..appreciate it!! =)

"Casting the whole of your care [all your anxieties, all your worries, all your concerns, once and for all] on Him, for He cares for you affectionately and cares about you watchfully."

1 Peter 5:7 (Amplified Bible)

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