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Hols..best time to SLACK..

6:15 PM

28/9

stupid..just type my post and just becos i press one wrong key everything gone..well done..nvm..thats quite beside the pt..

haha..i slacked thru Mon and Tues..my schedule..

Mon: woke up at 11am. eat lunch with tv. watch tv. slp at 3plus. woke up at 5plus. shower. dinner with tv. watch tv. online. slp.

Tues: woke up at 11.30am. brunch with my aunt. watch tv. slp at 2pm. woke up at 4pm. watch tv. shower. set off to sara's hse for sparklers' prac. dinner with tv. shower again. online. then later will slp.

haha.. frankly..this is the slackest hols i ever had ever since im in poly..haha.. still rem the 1 st hols that i had, worked with cerelia at island cafe.. then also got meta camp..so very busy.. haha.. then the 2nd hols, busy with recruitmt, D Comm mtgs and clubcrawl..this is the 3rd hols..and other than meta camp, i think i got nothing to do le..LOL..well..pacer called today and asked me whether i wld like to try out to work in church office as a part time..LOL..erm..told him my reasons for not accepting..so yup..hmm..mayb shld join the church camp committee..although i cant attend (cos got sch..ARGHHHH), but nvm..haha..dunno lah..mayb this time i can focus my attenton on cell? i guess i need to do more follow up on my mems and make more frequent visits to bethany..heh..

chris asked me whether i wld like to help to pack the meta stuff today (wed,28/9)..haha..more than willing..cos nothing to do at my aunt's hse..might as well make myself useful..anyway, i think my slacking mood over le..hard for me to slack for too long.. cos im not used to it..haha..there were many times when i really hope i can slack for one week..like during exams and projects time..but now..really really nothing to do..haha..

in the evening, allie will be having her farewell party at heeren marche..will be going with my sparklers..she is promoted!!!haha.. and working in Lighthouse Tamp now..used to work in Woodlands church..heh.. so now.. LEW lack ppl!!LOL..haha..

really thank God for sparklers man..thank God for uniting us together..although initially really got alot of probs,now all had been resolved..and things going on quite smoothly in sparklers..God given the ministry jezreel who used to serve in tamp sparklers..so he dunnit to go thru the normal probation period cos it is being shortened..hahahaha..so bless man..and sparklers are so funny at times..really really love them..hee.. =)

oh ya..the seafood family..the other crab and sotong..very busy..sotong busy with his attachmt..his attachmt suppose to start next week..but started this week cos the company brought forward his attachmt cos they going on a bangkok trip dunno-when..poor thing..still nit to work on sat until 130pm..with NO OT pay..whole company ONLY 1 full time staff..then got 7 attachmt students..you can imagine how giam the company is..poor joshua..haha..but he completed a device worth $180 just at the 2nd day of his work!!thats great rite??if me, give me 1 whole mth i wld not know what to do with the things man..haha..

calvin busy his sch work and also preparing his dunno what conference at penang..he seems super duper very stress..crab, you had been thru the most stressful period..this time round, i know you can surely make it..i have full confidence in you..jia you!!

haha..then cerelia also not free..training for her race next sat..so she will only be free after 9th oct..if not i will be hanging out with her le..LOL..girl..i know you are not like the sch..SUPER realistic and practical..only sponsor races that have medals for champion..i know even this time round the race is for charity, you wld do your best..so roll....roll....roll...and roll fast!!!!!!haha..looking forward to attending meta camp with you.. =)

Poem for my frens facing difficulties and trials..

The Battle

Fights and battles, battles and fights,
Absolute terror throughout the night.
Watching my life, wither away,
Breaking, piece by piece, day by day.
From the darkness the demons come,
Not all at once, but one by one.
Lacking the wisdom that God supplies,
They lure me in with all their lies.
Just like a boxing match I fight each round,
As the bell dings with its echoing sound.

First comes temptation, it' s coming to deceive,
He disguises himself, so I fail to see.
He brings me in, with all his lies and his traps,
And almost defeats me when something just snaps.
The demon gets terrified as he looks up,
And sees Jesus standing there, filling my cup.

Temptation is defeated, and I'm free at last,
All of a sudden, another demon is cast!
Here comes pain, with heartaches and sorrows,
Making me feel, there's no tomorrow.
My friends all leave me and say they don't care,
They spread rumors and pretend I'm not there.
In my times of loneliness, God was all I had,
So I reached out to Him, when everything was bad.

The demon realized he'd failed once again,
For I turned to Jesus, and not to him.
The battle's not over, they have one more shot,
As one more demon comes forth with a new plot.
One of my friends say they tried taking their life,
Taking my happiness and giving me strife.

Family members then pass away,
Leaving me clueless on what to say.
But there's one thing I learned through all these rounds,
That's to turn to the One who wears the crown.
I turn to God and I don't sit and pout,
And everything seems to work itself out.

The demons are amazed at how much I've grown,
And leave me alone, for as far as I know.
I turn around and I look at the field,
Holding nothing but my sword(Bible) and shield(Faith).
The battle was brutal, with things everywhere,
Yet I made it through, though it was hard to bear.

I turn to the Father in the heavens above,
As he looks down on me with eyes full of sweet love.
It may have been brutal, and hard to the end,
But thanks to the battle, I found a best friend.

- By Megan Rene

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