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Precious lesson..

12:55 PM

24/9

FINALLY exams over!!!woo hoo!!and now, im embracing my hols.. =P

cell tech paper was a killer!!i find it quite weird..LCY can give tips for industrial microbio..then why cell tech cant give??hahaha..so funny..but nvm..the paper over le..

haha..met cerelia in the morn..then rush off to meet yiwei, joyce(NP), zhenyang(SP) and amos(TP) to discuss the forum session for meta..does image=identity??haha..hmm..let me give a brief description of them..Joyce: like me, she likes to talk and to give her views. Zhenyang: a man of few words, thinks deep and expresses his words well.Amos: very very chatty.. and funny..haha..kind of spice up our discussion.. haha.. i think i will have a great time working with them!!

lesson learnt today : love the ppl around me (be it my best fren,close frens, etc) for who they are, and not what they are or what they do..sounds easy??but to me, it is not esp if your close frens did something that is against your principles and beliefs, and then it will hurts you in the end..it is hard to love at that moment..and what that person do..may affect you for life or for a very long time..often things may not be the same anymore..Egs, your frenship may not be as close-knitted as before..there seems to be a certain barrier betw you and that person..which resulted in a very awkward and superficial frenship..all back to square one..i admit the prob lies with me..cos i just cant accept my close/best fren does something that he/she knows it is against my principles and beliefs..just cant.....

but after so many yrs, although i dun dare to say im fully ok..but im learning to accept..accept the fact that i cant impose my will on other ppl..the fact that i can only give advice, and not force..and i guess i have expectations for the frens around me..which will even make me more disappointed if the expectations are not met..i think this is the case ba..

i thank God that He finally reveals what is in me so far..the above is something that i cant fully accept in the past..now, im on the route to accepting that...hopefully..and also to change the way i speak..sometimes i sound judgemental..but my intention is gd..really..hah..not giving myself an excuse here..but just to let you know that i meant no harm..i need you to help me in the changing process cos i know i cant do it myself..and i thank you for bringing this incident up..i thank you for your honesty and transparency to me..and the trust that you have in me..all these matters and mean alot to me..and you, meant a lot to me as well.....

thank you my dearest fren.

"A friend loves at all times, and is born, as is a brother, for adversity."

Proverbs 17:17

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