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10:14 AM

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phew.. 2 more papers to go.. this is the common test that i studied most.. =S

cell tech was ok..relatively all right..HBD, regretted not studying tissues and homeostasis.. tot that blood and nervous system would be tested for Dr Chooi's part..but NO!!well..i guess he reserved that for exam.. =S

as for ABC..unpredictable man..studied the principles of mass spectro and NMR din come out..wanted to go "gong piak".. but ok lah.. not that bad though..

tml will be MBT!!!!!!i made a mistake..tot that tml will be Industrial Microbio..but NO!!bring the wrong lecture notes today..sigh..blur sia..

some news from my mum ytd nite shocked me..it NEVER cross my mind that this wld happen..finally i got to know the truth..not that i purposely investigated the matter..but the answer just came out from my mum's mouth..hai..disappointed and sad..not much of anger though..cried ytd nite..mayb i have not been healed of wat happened during sec 1.. not that im petty for remembering it until now or bearing grudges or i have not forgiven her, i think i have not been healed of the betrayal of a close friendship..as young as i may be that time, i knew the imptance of friendship and the element of trust.. after that betrayal, i can just cooped myself up and refused to let anyone know me so deep ever again..but i thank God that He gave me the courage to accept new friendships.. come to think of it.. it is not worth it that just becos of 1 person, i totally shut myself off from other ppl and deprive myself of lasting friendships..well.. now, it happen again..just that in diff scenerios..and best part, she lied to me..it is a complicated matter as she is blood related to me..how to react? for the sec 1 incident, i din confront my fren or quest her..i just left quietly..not like those drama series where they will go, " how can you betray me?i trusted you so much!! "..haha..not my personality to react so strongly..and this time round..mayb not confrontation..just a talk to get to the bottom of the matter..dunno lah..will discuss that with someone else later and see what to do..God..grant me Your wisdom and discernment..yes.. the word FORGIVENESS keep on appearing in my mind..im willing to forgive cos God says forgive..but i think the amount of trust i had placed in that person is greatly discounted..

now..i think Common Test comes first..and oh ya!! was so encouraged when my disciples asked me for prayer requests over sms..haha..cerelia's and goose's prayers encouraged me too!!thanks!! =)

" And whenever you stand praying, if you have anything against anyone, forgive him and let it drop (leave it, let it go), in order that your Father Who is in heaven may also forgive you your [own] failings and shortcomings and let them drop. "

Mark 11:25

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