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surrender wholly..

4:10 PM

17/6

AH!!today morn when i wake up, kana high fever!!so din go for the 1st prac..rested at home.. then i went for the 2nd prac.. the pH meter something wrong.. or rather quite unstable.. make me abit frustrated.. =P haha..i think yee yen was stressed out by me..

hehe..while waiting for TJ and josh to go to go forth, i went to hallmark..intending to shop for a birthday card..a special card for a special fren..haha..jia lat.. i think i let out too many clues liao..that person knows who im refering to liao.. =P

at the conference,the 1st thing that the speaker, Peter Maiden said spoke sharply to me.. it was like every word arrowing at you that kind.. he talked abt surrendering to God..surprisingly, the whole conference, this part soke to me most.. like what i said the other time, it is easy to surrender 50%, 60% to God.. but 100%, honestly speaking, i think it is super tough.. esp things that involves His will for You like He wants you to do something but you are unwilling to step out of your comfort zone, or things that you are attached to so much, be it physical or emotional things..you just cant surrender.. what im facing now is i want to surrender.. really.. but the attachmt hinders me.. so many times i told the Lord i want to surrender this thing to Him, yet so many times i failed.. seriously, im tired of thinking, dwelling and brooding over it.. very sian leh.. oh God.. i need Your strength to overcome this..

tml will have heart of worship prac from 12pm to 3pm.. heh cell leader training from 3pm to 5pm.. then will straight away set off to city hall to meet TJ and josh..eileen.. slp more tonite!!!

To You

Here I stand
Forever in Your mighty hand
Living with Your promise
Written on my heart

I am Yours
Surrender wholly to You
You set me in Your family
Calling me Your own

Now I, I belong to You
All I need
Your Spirit, Your Word, Your Truth
Hear my cry
My deep desire
To know You more

In Your Name
I will lift my hands
To the King
This anthem of praise I'll bring
Heaven knows
I long to love You
With all I am
I belong to You

"Take delight in the Lord, and He will give you your heart's desires. Commit everything you do to the Lord. Trust Him, and He will help you."

Psalms 37:4-5

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