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surrendering once more..

4:01 PM

18/6

heh..today went to church at 12pm..wah man..we had intensive heart of worship prac until 3pm..woo hoo!!i perspired until like no body's business..haha..thank God that the air con came on time!!!haha..

hmm..then went for cell leader's meeting..WOW!!!speedlight(youth service) will start at 11am instead of 1pm..normally we had cell grp at 11pm until 12.45pm..then speedlight will start at abt 1.10pm until 2.30pm..now will change the timing..speedlight first then cell grp..heh..and we will be having the youth challenge on the 17th july..hehe..pastor Rony will be speaking for the 4 services abt speedlight ministry for the 4 services.. and for the 1st time, speedlight will be leading praise and worship in the sanctuary!!normally it is the adult musicians that were leading..thats so exciting rite?? haha.. YEAH man!!i think the adults will be amazed at our vibrancy!!muahahaha.. =)

then went to go forth..josh suddenly said cannot come..so only meet TJ and jessica..really cant escape..the worship leader talked abt surrendering once more..again, the words were like speaking to me rite in my heart..im really convicted.. seriously, im willing and i want to surrender..and i told God le..but mayb my actions and thinkings does not really follow my heart's conviction?? yup..confirm..and it is all in the mind and emotions.. ok.. girls are afterall emotional creatures.. but i dun want to be led by emotions.. it is just not rational.. i want to be rational in the way that God wants me to be..well..

im reminded of Romans 12..it talks abt living sacrifices.. other than offering my body to God as a living sacrifice, i need to offer my mind, heart, emotions and tots to Him as well..on top of that, not to follow what the world does, but to let God renew my mind..then i will be able to know God's good, pleasing and perfect will in my life..surrender to Him to know His will for me.. then next quest comes, after knowing His will, am i willing to obey??

hmm..tml will have a long day!!jia you ba eileen!! and my sparklers!!you guys are just so cool!!love you all!!

"Don't copy the behavior and customs of this world, but let God transform you into a new person by changing the way you think. Then you will know what God wants you to do, and you will know how good and pleasing and perfect His will really is."

Roman 12:2

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