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No WiSh tO KnoW aNd yEt eAgEr tO kNoW... WaT Do i eXaCtLy wAnT???

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hahaha.. praise God! Today inorganic sup paper is quite easy.. haha.. confident of passing.. lol.. only the balancing redox equation and one other quest dunno how to do.. lol.. thank God…

then after supp paper.. had lunch in sch with zhen yi.. then went home for a while.. then go for PBR.. we went around the neighbourhood pasting posters… ok lah.. not that tiring.. haha.. then after that.. me and my churchmates went to causeway pt to have dinner.. lol.. Shannon ate chicken rice.. then I told Pauline something abt Shannon and the chicken.. lol.. she and verily went luffing away until almost choke.. haha..

then went home.. watch tv… half way fell aslp sia.. haha..

then I watch this show on channel 55 at 10pm… but at the same time also watching Singapore Idol.. YEAH!! taufik win!!!!! I agree with Sharon au.. he got a strong vocal.. haha.. my mum support Sylvester.. ask me help her to vote 10 votes for him.. I ask her do herself.. lol.. haha.. taufik voice is GOOD!! And he got the “WAH” look.. very charismatic.. haha.. quite charming too.. lol.. :P

oh ya.. then the channel 55 show is called “jiu wu zhi zun”.. this lead actress in the show, si niang fell in love with the lead actor, da xia… she used to hate him until dunno like wat.. really filled with hatred..even to the extend of wanting to kill him.. but then.. slowly.. after a period of getting together.. work together.. live next door to each other,etc…. she began to fall in love with him.. well.. this da xia is a very smart guy.. a guy with great foresight and is really highly intellectual and intelligent.. although quite chauvinistic, he is an honest man and uphold righteousness… a very capable guy.. haha.. if I were si niang, I think I wld have fallen for him too.. lol.. wahahha..

then si niang die die also wun say she like him… still pretend to hate him very much.. but then still cook supper for him,etc.. lol.. pride lah.. one day.. si niang quitted her job and da xia is shifting hse.. so sad… means that both of them cant really see each other liao.. then the nite before da xia is leaving, he was packing his things and met si niang at the corridor.. si niang saw how he pack his things and it is very untidy.. so she offered to help him.. but not in that kind of gentle tone.. she said, “ ai yah.. I help you do the packing lah.. if not you cant even finish when the sun rise tml..”lol.. haha.. then si niang pack his thing.. and da xia went to cook dumplings for supper… then both of them sat down and ate the dumplings together..

si niang said, “ after this bowl of dumplings, we wun see each other again.. which is gd..”

da xia replied, “ do you really hate me that much??”

“ of cos!! I din kill you that time is because I am magnanimous.. see you again will only make me hate you more.”

“ ok lah.. since that is the case… it is gd that we wun see each other again.. but.. I feel that there is affinity between the both of us.. if you ever need help, I will always help you..”

then si niang started to tear liao.. but keep on denying that the soup is spicy.. and keep on telling da xia not to look at her.. pride again..

then she wanted to go home liao.. but da xia grab her back..

“ you still want to hold back your tears even at this pt of time? If you dun mind.. my shoulder is all yours..”

then si niang cried on his shoulders… sigh..then the show ended.. tml will show again.. next episode.. I almost cried when watching the show sia… haha.. actually.. frankly speaking.. if I were her.. I die die will also stop my eyes from tearing.. fallen in love with my enemy.. is really a joke to me….. let alone let your “enemy” know that you had fallen for him?? Oh man.. where to put the face….die die also wun cry.. want to cry go home then cry.. to save some pride.. ya.. pride… I wonder when I can overpower it… however, I realized something.. although men and women are equal, when it comes to the affairs of the heart, women are still women… zui ying xin ruan…

haha.. suddenly so emotional hoh.. haha.. anyway it is a nice show.. haha.. that’s why these few nites I din online that early.. cos watching this show.. I can sit in front of the tv for 4 hrs.. haha..

woo hoo!! Tml sparkler prac at 1pm to 4pm.. hehe.. new members!! Sparkler is expanding!! Thank God for His faithfulness and blessings upon this ministry!!

got some news today... sigh... so scared of being disappointed again.. sumthing in the deepest part of me... really deep deep inside me.... i dun want to know.. yet i still want to know.. contradicting rite?? hai... really scared of falling into this pit which i did fall into last yr.... sumthing which i nv blogged before........

nvm.. i just commit it to God.. let Him help me... He is my Refuge and my Strong Tower.. no problem is too big for Him to resolve.. yes.. i cast all my cares to Him...

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