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5:17 PM

23/11

wahha.. today is the bbq at christine hse!!! Woo hooo!!! Haha.. ya.. I had already prepared the chix wings, sotongs and the sweet potato.. hehe… then jasrie, joash and mizael came to my hse and help me take the food.. put inside the ice box.. haha.. then we took a cab down.. reminded me of the movie “the taxi”… lol.. nice movie..haha.. ok.. sidetrack… lol..

then we reached her hse… she brought us out to buy lunch.. ya.. we bought some snacks.. not rice or noodles.. haha.. I love Joshua.. christine’s son.. he is so cuteeeeee.. lol…. Wahhaha.. very innocent… made me wonder… when we grow up, our childlike innocence is gone mostly?? I think so.. very evident in some of the probs and ppl im facing.. mayb I dun expect that childlike innocence to be there.. but at least have a gd heart.. have a kind heart.. dun work against your conscience.. have some integrity and moral values.. nvm.. some ppl are just like that…

haha.. then we started the bbq… chix wings, hordogs, satays, etc…. haha.. then I realy wanted to go the jacuzzi.. but Christine say cant go with my home clothes on.. must have swimsuit.. then later on.. haha.. I prayed for Christine to allow me to go.. then I asked her again.. she agreed!! YEAHHHH!!!! Haha.. I was so happy.. lol..

yup.. nice time in water.. esp the swimming pools.. so comfortable… then we splashed water, etc.. tse hui was beside me.. haha.. she scared I drowned.. lol… frankly I also scared.. it is just a phobia.. dunno how to explain it.. then went to Jacuzzi after soaking in the swimming pools.. very SHIOK… the water quite warm.. but I love it.. haha..

after that washed up.. then go makan liao… hungry sia.. lucky still got food left.. lol.. then Christine shared with us her encounters with diff kinds of students.. really.. some were super ridiculous.. haha.. then little Joshua keep on hitting me. Haha.. he was playing with me lah.. then I chased him.. lol.. children are just so lovable.. lol..

then went home.. took bus no 24… slp on the bus lah.. tired sia… alighted from the bus also become walking zombie.. lo. Real tired.. can fall aslp even when walking… im drained of all my energy… then took mrt home loh..

well.. heard something that moved me… I will remember it….

24/11

wahaha.. today my flu worsen sia.. I think ytd soaked in the water for too long.. haha.. nvm lah.. dun bother to see a doctor.. it will go away after a few days.. hmm.. went for pals meeting.. announcing who are the committee members… I think I dun say out first better lah..

then went back to my grandma hse.. sigh.. household probs.. why ah?? Every guy in the hsehold got this very bad habit… gambling.. why huh? getting your fingers burnt and yet can still continue?? I learnt a lesson from this.. NEVER get a gambler as husband or wife… somehow I feel this runs in my family.. but im going to stop this legacy… I will NOT allow it to carry on… mark my words..

today.. 24/11/04.......

haha.. ok.. I will blog wat happen on the 2nd day of the camp liao… haha..

17/11

hmm.. same thing… we had praise and worship.. orh… the sermon was good.. it is abt loving God with all my heart… ya.. I agree with the preacher… as lovers of God, we shld surrender our lives to Him.. as in.. let Him make decisions for us.. well… God is God.. He wun make the wrong decisions…

then so all of us were given a small bottle of perfume.. then we were asked if we really want to surrender our lives to God, pour the bottle of perfume on the Cross that was placed in this big bowl.. then we sang this song “Lord, I offer my life to You.” There is this sentence that really spoke to my heart “Lord, I offer my life to You.. everything I’ve been thru..use it for Your glory..” I was kneeling down and weeping.. I told God to take anything that I have and use it for His glory.. even all my hardships, pains, happiness,etc…. everything and anything.. do as He deem fit.. ya.. in my grp.. I think I also see calvin weeping away… well.. diff ppl have diff ways of reacting.. see how the Holy Spirit leads… I really love that time..

then is the workshop on evangelism.. we were taught how to use a booklet to evangelise effectively.. that booklet contain info why Jesus was sent to die for us…etc… a gd tool to use for evangelism.. ya.. then tml (18/11), we will be send out to do street evangelism using that booklet.. that event is called ‘project “lost souls”’.. 1st time being train to do street evangelism.. very gd training.. although the workshop a bit boring, we are doing this for God and also dun wish to see souls perished rite? Yup.. workshop end early.. so go back to my dorm and took a nap..haha..

then it is water bomb time!!! Wahhaa.. I tot it is going to be some usual water bombing.. but NO! they do it in such a way that it is more interesting.. wahaha.. our grp combined with one more grp lah.. so call like making alliances.. haha.. then this big grp form, kana sabo by other big grps.. so we kana the bombs loh.. but the guys are suppose forma circle and protect us.. then the girls will be inside the circle… but then.. haha.. no use.. still kana the bombs.. so it is still the same.. lol.. nvm lah.. guys.. you all did a great job.. haha.. then wash up then dinner liao.. lol.. the guys in my grp cant compete with me except jun wen.. wahaha… nvm.. I just eat.. dun care.. lol..

then it is heart expedition.. there is this chapter in the bible that says that Jesus washes His disciples feet… this shows His love for them and also to serve one another… then in this heart expedition, there was this station that we nit to pair up and washes each others’ feet.. im surprise by this station.. not that I scared dirty or wat.. no.. but it is really a very meaningful station.. it teach us to be humble and to love and serve one another.. it gave me a very deep impression.. thank God that I can learn so much..

then is cg time. Calvin conducted most of it.. tml will go out and do street evangelism.. so the cg time is for us to share our fear and doubt we have.. for me is the fear of rejection and persecution.. some ppl they will just say they dun have time to listen to you.. some mayb will say you are siao or wat, trying to share gospel?? Etc…. doubts and uncertainties… but then I told my mems, claim the promises of God.. He said that we are more than conquerors (Ephesians 8:37).. so there is nothing for us to be afraid of… then in the end.. we prayed.. entered into spiritual warfare… fight with Satan by using the most powerful weapon that we have — prayer…. Can really see some of my mems quite scared and nervous of street E.. after prayer.. can see that they have more peace.. thank God…

then slping time liao.. ZzZzZzz…

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silence is still the best answer… let time decide.. I will just...........

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