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6:45 PM

7/11

sigh~~~ slp at abt 2am plus… cos reading comics.. lol.. then ah.. woke up at 5.30am… suppose to wake up at 7am… then I woke up so early.. sigh.. then cant get back to sleep liao.. lying on my bed and rot loh… haha.. then wake my sparklers up loh..

hmm.. today sparkler time very funny.. Pauline pretend to be “po po”.. and the children luff until dunno wat.. then I hand her an unbrella as a walking stick for her.. haha.. then we started teaching the children how to do the actions for “walking with Jesus”.. haha.. fun… I love the children and my dearest sparklers!!!

Hmm.. then cell grp.. going to have a cell grp outing.. and then another one combine with shannon’s cell.. haha.. looking forward to it… lol…

Then yiyi approached me before speedlite.. asked me whether I am ok to assist in taking up the nyp campus cell… cos she going shanghai for 6 mths… I was like…….. erm… of cos.. once I take it up.. there is no turning back…. Of cos.. it is a ministry.. have to be responsible… phew.. she gave me another wk to pray and think abt it.. God, I really nit Your direction… there is a lot of things im unsure of.. like wat my time table will be like for the next semester… and most of the cell mems are from Lighthouse Tamp… im in Lighthouse Woodlands… I mean everything so messy.. how? God.. pls help me…. Guide me Lord…

then today is the time for Holy Communion… our church make it the 1st week of every mth for communion time.. yup.. communion is to remind us that Jesus died for us at the Cross of Calvary.. the bread represents His body… and the ribena drink represents His blood… it is not that we are eating His flesh and drinking His blood.. no no.. it is to remind us to be thankful to Him for giving up His life for our sins.. and that if we believe in Him… we are a new creation.. the old man in us is gone…and we will lead a new life as Christ lives in us.. our body is the temple of the Holy Spirit.. ya.. God.. thank you for sending Jesus Christ, Your only Son to died on the cross… without Him.. there is no salvation.. and souls will perished.. thank you God..

Then went for lunch after speedlite… halfway thru lunch.. I realized I got 2 missed calls.. it is Kelvin… called back… no 1 answer.. then he called back… diao.. asked me go for committee interview this tues… I said see first.. lol… nvm… whatever… dun care….

Then went for 3pm service… for our church..1st sun of every mth is Double Feed Sunday… which means for all the 4 services, there will be a sermon over at tamp by pastor Clarence… then another sermon at wlds by pastor Rony… normally… for all the 4 services… pastor Rony will deliver the sermon at wlds for 9am and 11am, then will have live telecast over to tamp… and for 3pm and 7pm services is the vice versa… well.. today is Double Feed Sunday… so today’s sermon at wlds for all the services is abt pastor Rony life testimony… which means no telecast… then at tamp… pastor Clarence is preaching on spiritual warfare… I din go for the sermon at tamp.. cos my mum want me to get home… :( however…pastor Rony life testimony is interesting and inspiring… :)

Hehe.. then service ended at 5pm… I went home.. suppose to go for leader’s meeting.. but my mum want me to go to my grandma hse.. so in order to prevent myself from being accused at for being not spending enuff time with my family, I din go for the meeting.. if not my family mems can use this as a reason to stop me from going church… ~~~~~

Then went to my grandma hse.. I slp first… then awaken by my hp… private no.. again… Alvin tay… confirm…ya.. it is him.. Alvin ah.. im glad that moon told you the same thing… really… and.. I know how you feel lah… just let it be a memory… you said she had changed… not the same avril anymore.. well.. of course.. the avril that you like that time she was in pri 6… now she is in sec 1.. of cos will change 1.. peer pressure,etc….. well… I know you feel that you cant find back that old avril anymore.. but hey… yup.. she had changed.. and this time you already said there is no turning back.. so wat you can do now is just to let it be a memory… you feel like crying.. of cos.. can cry.. cry all you want… but after that… move on… cant stay stagnant for too long…. Really perfect timing that you are now in army… at least you got things to do… wun anyhow think… take care…. Can always call me if you nit someone to talk to… as your “lao peng you”, I will help whatever I can… :) cheer up… wahhaha.. then have my dinner while talking on the phone.. my grandma cook this particular herbal soup which I dun like.. so I din drink.. I just eat the meat.. lol.. haha….

Then haha.. play with my cousin.. he sp cute loh.. 4 yrs old.. but then very cute.. 4 yrs old weigh 20kg… pengz.. heavy loh.. lol.. but he so cuteeeee….. haha… and so clever.. lol.. witty too… so cuteeeee.. love him.. and vefore I left my grandma’s hse.. haha.. gave him a big warm hug.. lol.. and kiss him.. lol.. so cuteeeee sia.. long time din see him le… will miss him.. haha…

Then on my dad’s taxi… yup.. got a call again.. dun worry friends….. can call me whenever you all nit someone to talk to.. my ears are always opened.. haha.. that’s why I sign up for the 7pm to 7am free incoming call plan… cos my calls normally come at nite.. lol… haha.. I will help whatever I can.. :)

Hmm.. today is quite a tiring day… and stress also.. as in receive 2 more leadership roles in church.. but haven give answer.. nit to pray abt it.. then the pals interview… then camp.. then work… then got 3 gatherings…

Haha! got a christmas drama coming.. performing at an old folk’s home… hmm…. Yes.. I want to go.. really look forward to it…. When I see these elderly ppl.. they really reminds me of my great grandma who passed away just last yr… I miss her… so I really do treasure them…

some were abandoned by their children.. some were without children… a lot of them in wheelchairs… it is really really a very sad scene.. last time I went.. and I talked to an old lady… she said that her children is busy.. no time look after her… and they got not much money also.. as she said she cried… then my heart broke… I cried too.. but I tried to conceal cos I dun want to make her feel worse.. when she finish talking.. I just moved away and go to a corner and wept… really very sad.. esp when they are just so nice and friendly and warm towards you.. then you tot of the fact that they were abandoned or neglected by their children…. It just make your heart goes out to them… so this time round.. I want to be involve in the drama.. as well as other things.. I want to help.. I want to talk to them… they are very nice ppl.. this day faster come!!! I want to go!! Lol..

Tml got to reach my work place at 2pm… so better slp now liao.. lol.. see you guys around!

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