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God's plan is perfect!!

4:30 PM

30/10

ytd received a shocking news that will affect my whole family..which really requires God to grant me the love and compassion of Christ to handle the whole matter..

upon receiving the news on thurs, i dunno what to do, i prayed, prayed really hard for God to grant me the love and compassion of Christ, as well as the wisdom of God to balance up the scale..usually i wld listen to my mp3 on the way home, but this time round, i was praying..i put myself in the position of the child and how he wld feel..thats when i was fighting against my tears..and when i saw the child, i almost broke down, but i controlled cos we were in a public place..it was very hard..when i saw him, i just gave him a hug..

matter more or less settled, just need to tie up some loose ends..God really answers prayer!!im so thankful that God help me to show more empathy and compassion to ppl..becos usually i make decision using logic and facts, hardly on feelings..in this case, im really thankful to God!!and i know why this week im totally free, becos God wants to work in me..if i have so many activities lined up for me, when the news come on thurs, i will not be available for my family, let alone showing compassion and love..monday, tuesday and wednesday was more for God to prepare my heart..God is indeed sovereign and His plan is so so perfect and timely!!

i spent more time with God during these past few days..praying and seeking God for my future plans..and i know that the evil one is not happy with that..been having a few spirtual attacks here and there..esp emotionally..usually im not that pessimistic and i dun feel sad easily..a few moments during these few days, been feeling stress emotionally, pessimistic tots, etc..it is like a battle is going on in my mind..oh man..asked God to protect my mind and to cover me with the blood of Christ..and indeed, i felt the peace of God and able to slp better.. =)

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31/10

i have a gut feeling that something is not right....and it is something that i dun wanna to happen..and yes, i really trust my gut feeling..cos 90% of the time it is accurate and BINGO!!haha..nvm..lets see lets see..

last sunday, we went to farewell dinner for Zhihui and Yiwei(married couple)..both are going overseas to be long term misisonaries..just as we were chatting, Zhihui know that the girls present are still single..inevitably, when we reach 21, we cant escape this kind of session..haha..girls present: Cerelia, Carol, Shuyan, Stephanie, and Eileen..

Zhihui: Eyes open big big, and look around, and see whether there is any potential ones..it is time all of you to start to be more "aware" of the christian guys around you..

Eileen: erm...ok....all of us are still building platonic friendships!!

Yiwei: ya loh..they still young lah..21 only..take it slow..

Eileen: ya ya!!im still enjoying singlehood and my freedom..i believe in order to enjoy being in a r/s, must enjoy singlehood first..hahahaha!!

Zhihui: Enjoy at the same time, but eyes be "open" at the same time too..

hahaha..Zhihui is really very concern abt us man..even ask us whether in crusade got any guys we like anot..LOL..erm..Shuyan said Lighthouse so big, sure got one..LOL..

Even Joshua Tong ask me when do i plan to get attach..last time he was being asked the same quest i think dunno how many times..and a self-declared bachelor(i did suspect he maybe called by God to be a celibate)..haha!!but he is attach now and im happy for him!!LIKE FINALLY!!haha!!now i think he want to tease me back, so ask me the same quest as well..haha!! =P

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quoted from Serena's blog:

"Although I’m as single as a mulberry tree, but I put that I’m married in my facebook profile. Quite some people have asked me.. but I actually followed E..(She meant Eileen) cos she is also single but she said she is married to Jesus Christ. HAHAHA. I really don’t want any disturbances, plus it is irritatingly pathetic to be labelled as “single” and be listed on the voting list for “hot singles” or “eligible singles”. that would be super irritating and annoying."

WAHAHAHAHA!!Serena knows my heart!!the reason why i put "married" in my facebook and friendster account is the same as hers!!!was asked by a number of ppl for that also..and some took it for real that im married!!LOL!!im quite sure that i wld not change my facebook and friendster status no matter what my actual status is now or will be in the future..haha!!ya lah..abit silly to talk abt this..haha..but i have found my silly "partner" too!!Serena!!haha!!

till then!!

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