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Sorry to my blog fans..

1:45 AM

28/7

haha..very very sorry to my blog fans..haha..dun feel like blogging nowadays..haha..so now i will just blog whatever that comes to my mind..

jin cheng, carol, seraph, yvonne, johnson and i went to party world to sing..wah man..we enjoyed ourselves very much!!seraph was so funny esp singing the last song "Forever Love" by Wang Li Hong..it was SUPER DUPER funny k!!! haha..it was uniquely sang..he gave his all man!haha..sang a few duets with seraph also..it was hahaha..very funny also..thanks guys for taking the time out for this!! =)

well..received a super duper gd news today abt PCT presentation!!yeah!!hahaha!!thank you jasrie, hock, allen, jason, tze hui and chen yie for making it a success!!yeah!!hooray!!

been having backache since thurs evening..cant even stand straight..dunno what happen..keep me in prayer ya?thank you!!

after a few nights of prayer and reading the Word, felt that God is telling me something..about my future direction after i graduate..well..ppl..dun ask me yet..i will tell you when the time is right..

later going to interview Han's manager at the upper thomson branch..regarding marketing project loh..well..the project is 40%..cannot anyhow lah..haha..suddenly feel that im in the wrong course..i shld have gone to business..haha..but if im in business, i dunno what i will say again..haha..so contradicting hoh..

my dad now works in the day shift liao..cos his taxi partner quitted..initially my dad worked in the night..so im somehow still not getting used to my dad being at home at nite..dunno why..got a phobia..that he will just throws his temper at us and be unreasonable..very negative i know..but seriously..thats what i had been feeling all these while..as for my mum, i dun feel stress when she is at home..cos she dun throw temper, etc..at most only nag lah..but my dad is diff..feel very stress when he is at home..dunno why lah..

seriously, i really want the Lord to sieve out all the past hurts during childhood, fears, insecurities, etc in me..to let them surface so i will deal with them..sometimes i dun even know that i have insecurities, etc in me..i really need the Lord to deal with me in those areas.. in the past, when one insecurity surfaced and i prayed and commit it to God, i just feel so joyful and peaceful!!haha..no more voices, etc abt it anymore.. Lord, hold me close to You..

" But the Lord has become my High Tower and Defense, and my God the Rock of my refuge."

Psalms 94:22

updated on 29/7, 2.20am

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