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5:20 PM

hai yah.. dunno leh.. feel so fan... and pek cek.. so become very hypersensitive... dunno lah....

oh ya... fri is microbio A pp... very sian loh... dun feel like studying... sometimes i really think that i study for the sake of study.... but sometimes also not exactly.. cos biotech is something that i like.... then how? ai yah.. dunno lah....feel really pek cek now..... i see books i feel like throwing them away ah....AH!!! im feeling very very frustrated now.....

oh ya.. late for sch on 3/11... took a cab down... i think my car sickness came back again... AH!!! it din act up for like so many yrs liao... now come back again... oh man... shitty.... makes me feel very weak loh..... will feel nauseous and giddy.... sick man... i dun like car sickness loh.... it is a hassle.... ARGHH...

sigh~~~dunno lah..... feel very rotten now... suddenly feel that im cold blooded... or sometimes im as cold as an iceberg... i dun like this character of mine loh... but then... when im cold... i feel like im the only one living in this world.. i bo chap a lot of things... pushing everything away... just simply dun bother to care.. a temporary relieve and comfort for me??to be away from this stressful and problematic environmt???ai yah... miss my gd old days in pri sch and sec sch.... esp pri sch.. everyone so carefree.. play until as if there is no tml... but now??!! of course cannot lah!!! have to STUDY...argh... and other things to juggle also... piang weh.....

ai yah... tml will borrow a pair of black pants from my aunt.. office wear..... nit to work in cafe so have to wear black pants loh... ma fan... but nvm lah... at least i dunnit buy.. have to reach island cafe at 2pm.. settle some admin stuff before we can officially start work..

going for steamboat on sat... hope that can make my mood better.... and the food better be fresh.... if not im going to complain.... then they will get it... when im not in a gd mood... im like that... finally can see sheena... hmm... long time din see her liao... really look forward to this sat...

posted by cookoxt31 on 5:20 PM
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