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sorry guys for not updating for so long....so busy....haha...

18/8/04
went for the movie aliens and predators with sheena, brenden, william and konghwee at jubilee...lol...the show is very nice...and funny as well...haha...esp the creature with the mask on...so comical towards the end...haha...nice movie...you guys shld go and watch....of course...i also kana scared a few times by the aliens...eeeeeeerrrrrrr..haha...

19/8/04
lol...kana sore throat...really bad 1...too heaty liao...den was feeling horrible and din bother to wake up for the micro A...sick liao....so might as well stay at home and rest...i took the sore throat medicine and slp...............until 1pm den wake up...lol..haha...then met my godpapa for lunch at amk...then went around hunting for a starhub hp shop.....then i heard,"eileen!" i tot i heard wrongly...den wanted to continue walking111111then heard "aileen"(only allen wld call me that) again..haha...then jas told me i miss out the table soccer....i was like.....jas is keking me....haha...then went back to sch for campus crusade...haha...my DG leader so funny........Ivin was like suaning me..make me so "kek"...haha...but funny lah...after that i got cell grp in sch....good time of fellowshipping....make me realise that indeed we are living in a world of the good and evil..........jus a line between the good and the bad....everyday there is spiritual warfare to fight...i pray that the Light will dispel all darkness and fear.....

20/8/04
haha...dun feel like waking up today....so tired...lol...well...something happen in maths tutorial........but i shall not elaborate on it... :) then during com skills, we have to do a presentation....haha...i was like so nervous..there were not only butterflies in my stomach..there were moths,beetles,cockroaches,etc(you name it) as well......i was trying to conceal my nervousness.....but i think my "hiding-feelings" skills needs alot of improvemt...haha...well...everyone in the class did pretty well!!!!i mean this is the 1st presentation that the teacher is really looking and evaluating all of us, so lets learn from each other!!!ya!!! *clap* haha.....wondering wat all of us will look like in formal clothings.....lol....i think i will look like 10 yrs more mature??eeeeerrrr..so ah ma...look more like lecturer instead of student...haha...



* something is bothering me deep down in my heart.....this emptiness....or is it something else?i dunno....well...it takes me alot of courage to say something that is close to my heart...to really confess it....all along i've been running.....running...running away from it....i dun want to face it.......i can be funny and siao siao,joking around....but this burden is still pressing on me......my heart needs to be soften........i can counsel ppl but cant even counsel myself...wat an irony....

***Close friend is someone who can see the hurt and pain in you, even when you’re fooling everyone else.


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